So yesterday I was really feeling quite concerned. Maybe I'd never get to orgasm again. Maybe once the three months is up I just wont be able to do it. Luckily on this occasion my wife was quite firm in discouraging me from masturbating and she said no way to sex.
Hang in there. It gets a little better. Trust me you'll be fine once your cage comes off. I once did 4 months. What I did notice/feel is that there was nothing I would not want to do for my wife. I turned into an awesome servant to her.
ReplyDeleteI was in "our" belt for about 8 years. Not 100% of the time as I was let out for periods of time on her schedule. I was groomed, sometimes given a release and back into the cage. If I got groomed and a release I knew it would be at least 2 months before I would be let out again.
I have been beltless now for about 6 months and I have to say I miss it at times. Strange but true. One day you'll look back and say "I miss that". I see my cage everyday as she keeps it in my drawer as a reminder that at any moment she could tell me to put it on...now!
Enjoy your lock-up!
I agree with the last post, in that I became much more willing to do anything for my wife. She liked that and so did I. I got a cage, but my wife did not really like it, preferring to keep me free, but still under her control.
ReplyDeleteDespite very desperately wanting to be granted release at times, I am so conflicted in wanting to be denied and kept in a state of eager servitude.
I have thought about never getting to orgasm again and find the idea terrifying yet exciting.