Back in the nothing much happening category

I have been a bit moody lately.  Somewhat depressed.  Over reacting to things about me and feeling generally not in control of my life.

She said to me that she thought this was because of abstaining from orgasm.

I said what I need is a jolly good whipping.  One where I do not get to choose how many or how hard.  Those decisions would be made for me.  But it should be jolly hard and many strokes.  She just said "um".

In bed at least I got some physical attention where she gripped my penis and dug her nails in.  I was hard as and it hurt like hell.

Slept well.