Kinky Baggage

One of the difficulties we face is our past.

I have, I believe, been kinky since the day I was born. Here are a couple of examples.

Firstly as a kid, I used to be fascinated by kids who wet the bed. When I would go to friends places, I would sit on the bed and run my hand under the sheets to see who had a plastic mattress protector. You would be amazed at how many kids had plastic mattress protectors and even ones who wore nappies and plastic pants (1970's here) right up into high school.

I also have a fascination with corporal punishment. My earliest memory is of standing in a kitchen at someones place when someones mother picked up the wooden spoon and hit her daughter of I think probably about 8 or 9 years of age really hard across the back of her legs up high. She was wearing her school uniform sport skirt that was very short the way they were in the 1970's. The girl collapsed on the floor crying and holding the hands round the back of her legs. The mother just went on talking and I stood there and just watched. Fascinated. Many years later, I had the opportunity / privlidge to cane a girl friend.

My wife on the other hand has never as far as I can tell been anything other than straight down the line. With the exception of occasionally getting turned on watching girls kiss in a movie and once kissing another woman. And that only recently and when they were both a bit drunk.

We both grew up in the christian church. This has ingrained in her a sort of sexual concervatism.

Even though the main stream churches that we attended do not actively teach the husband is the head of the house, there is sort of implied expectation of that to a sort of moderate degree. So the idea of me being submissive to her is not something she is comfortable with.

In the early years of our mariage, I pushed her to wear schoot dresses and skirts and she complied. In fact amongst our friends, she was kind of expected to dress that way. Even our church friends knew that I liked her to dress this was and so even though I think they were caught in bit of a moral bind with modesty on the one hand versus pleasing your husband or complying with his requirements on the other. I also spanked her a few times but she really did not like this and even though she supports spanking the kids, I doubt if she would spank or in any way inflict pain on me. Pitty.