Friday, May 27, 2011


Lost my temper this morning.
Frustrated that she does not want to overtly lead.

I am anoyed with myself and wish she would punish me but she won't.


  1. I've been reading your posts for a while now, and they leave me with the impression that your desires for your life with your wife are all about you. I look back at older posts and all I see is "I want" this... "I want" that.

    You've told her what your needs are, and I'm sure she knows what you're looking for by now. If your true desire is to live in an FLR, then shut the fuck up, and do what she wants, regardless of whether or not it fits your definition of a wife led marriage.

    Maybe you are more satisfied with your life that your posts indicate, but...

  2. You are right.
    There is too much about "I"

    On the other hand one purpose of this blog of mine is to give me place to vent so that I do not vent to her.

    I am trying hard to be in the head space of recognising and looking after her wants and needs and making life easy for her.