Sitting standing driving.
A dull ache
It's kind of nice in a way but I'd rather something else now.
It's also fun in a abandoned sort of way in my mind to think I've now abstained 4 weeks. I know it's a petty thing but in a way I feel like a bit of a failure in life. Even though objectivly I think others would say I've done OK. House paid off, kids are happy and healty, at school or uni and doing well. But my wife is detached. No libido. No spark of sexual energy.
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