I am a male. I do guy stuff. This is not about being some kind of spineless brainless thing. Nor is it about somehow me turning into a woman.
It is about me following my wife to the best of my ability and using those abilities to help her and our family.
At present its a pretty lonely feeling and I really welcome your thoughts and comments. I guess I crave affection and reassurance and recognition.
Friday, January 18, 2013
pain stimulates
My wife read diary of a submissive.
This morning she pinched my nipples.
Cripes it hurt.
But I got hard.
Aroused.
Nipple play is somewhat of a recent discovery. My wife's nipples are EXTREMELY sensitive. If I inadvertently nick them, it could literally ruin the session. So, she never thought of experimenting with nipple play on me. Wow, I am really glad that I convinced her to try it! I am very surprised how turned on I get when she pinches my nipples. She is baffled, because if I did to her what she does to me, she would be crying in pain. I dunno, I enjoy it. There are certainly some psychological aspects to it, but it turns me on big time! When we first started with male nipple torture, I came from her riding me on top, which had never really happened before. It's something that we are going to stay with. Definitely excites me.
I am wondering if this makes for a better direction.
Maybe stay off the topic of submission and submissive with my wife and let her inflict pain on me. sort of just keep it physical. On saturday we managed a few hours in the bed room and she really hurt my nipples while I effectively masturbated with a plastic bag over my penis. It was very fun and I think she was OK with it.
Having read "diary of a submissive" she seems to be more OK with the idea that some people get aroused by pain and that physical pain is not necessarilly bad although she herself does not like it.
Sounds like progress to me!
ReplyDeleteWe're all weird in our own way :)
Reminds me of this blog post:
http://ptathuk.blogspot.ca/2013/01/normal-people-have-outrageous-fantasies.html?zx=b222d55d7f5f6c2c
Nipple play is somewhat of a recent discovery. My wife's nipples are EXTREMELY sensitive. If I inadvertently nick them, it could literally ruin the session. So, she never thought of experimenting with nipple play on me. Wow, I am really glad that I convinced her to try it! I am very surprised how turned on I get when she pinches my nipples. She is baffled, because if I did to her what she does to me, she would be crying in pain. I dunno, I enjoy it. There are certainly some psychological aspects to it, but it turns me on big time! When we first started with male nipple torture, I came from her riding me on top, which had never really happened before. It's something that we are going to stay with. Definitely excites me.
ReplyDeleteCheers,
sherulestherooster
I am wondering if this makes for a better direction.
ReplyDeleteMaybe stay off the topic of submission and submissive with my wife and let her inflict pain on me. sort of just keep it physical. On saturday we managed a few hours in the bed room and she really hurt my nipples while I effectively masturbated with a plastic bag over my penis. It was very fun and I think she was OK with it.
Having read "diary of a submissive" she seems to be more OK with the idea that some people get aroused by pain and that physical pain is not necessarilly bad although she herself does not like it.
We will see where it goes.