I am a male. I do guy stuff. This is not about being some kind of spineless brainless thing. Nor is it about somehow me turning into a woman.
It is about me following my wife to the best of my ability and using those abilities to help her and our family.
At present its a pretty lonely feeling and I really welcome your thoughts and comments. I guess I crave affection and reassurance and recognition.
Tuesday, March 28, 2017
Just another day
I feel like I am becommimg a sexless being.
Abstinance combined with old age I guess. Maybe it's use it or loose it. Anyway no hard on this morning. Not aroused now. Actually a bit of mild depression.
Why no morning wood? Physical? Weight gain? No exercise? Correcting those things did help me get out of a bit of depression and definitely helped the morning thing (the rest is a different story). Maybe got the testosterone back in tune or something. I would hate to think of that disappearing. You have your own situation, unique as it is, that has some commonality with a few of us. I do check in on you. Try to find your way through this and how she can relate to you. She still is there and that is important. tsoao (the same old anonymous one)
I do exercise. I play a team sport and that has been an essential part of delaing with the mild depression that seems to have become a part of my life. Whilst I should loose a bit of weight I am not FAT.
I get hard if she puts in some effort to touch me but some mornings no hard on.
Why no morning wood? Physical? Weight gain? No exercise? Correcting those things did help me get out of a bit of depression and definitely helped the morning thing (the rest is a different story). Maybe got the testosterone back in tune or something. I would hate to think of that disappearing.
ReplyDeleteYou have your own situation, unique as it is, that has some commonality with a few of us. I do check in on you. Try to find your way through this and how she can relate to you. She still is there and that is important. tsoao (the same old anonymous one)
Hi tsoao :),
ReplyDeleteThanks for your message.
I do exercise. I play a team sport and that has been an essential part of delaing with the mild depression that seems to have become a part of my life. Whilst I should loose a bit of weight I am not FAT.
I get hard if she puts in some effort to touch me but some mornings no hard on.