Saturday, December 11, 2010
Ok so last night I grump at her. This and that is wrong and stupid me just lists it all out at her.
We go to bed.
I wake up.
Eventually she wakes.
I say sorry.
I say are you awake enough to administer the punishment.
She says yes.
I close the bedroom doors.
I lie on the bed and she whips me.
Then she sits beside me.
I hug her and ask if she is OK. She says yes.
I ask her to do more and harder. It really hurts but I am really disappointed with myself for being nasty to her.
I tell her that the issues and facts that I have problems with, I still would like to communicate to her. This is about the way I communicate not the facts that I am trying to communicate.
She whips me again.
It hurts a lot.
It is over.
at 7:02 AM